Mysterious Space

7个月后...

2010-11-20T01:00:00.003+08:00

哇！大约有7个月没写过部落格了。我好像忘了它的存在。我是看到别人的部落格才想起我有多久没在这抒发自己的情绪和想法了。

看回以前写的东西，一幕幕的回忆快速地显现在我的脑海里，还好清晰哦！这个部落格收着我一路以来的想法，开心与伤心的日子。好珍贵哦！

现在的我忙着应付midterm test，group discussion，assignment 和韩语，但还是会做part-time job 赚钱和累积工作经验。忙是忙，但不知为何，我忙得还满开心的。压力大一定有，毕竟现在是读学院嘛！

在这两个学期内，学到和尝试满多新事物，首推捐血。我还真不知我捐血需要这么困难。人家针一插，血就流出来了。我呢，则是弄得双手都是淤青。真惨！接下来就是面对人说话。虽然我不能说得一口很流利的英语，但我克服了我的恐惧，不再像以前那样那么害怕以及讨厌了。将要到来的 group discussion 我会加油的！

今天做工好累哦，所以我就写到这里。不知何时我还会继续写部落格呢？

假期目标完成！

2010-04-28T20:15:00.002+08:00

这段假期的目标总算一一地完成了。

1）考[P] licence （完成）

2）获取一些工作经验（完成）

3）报名进拉曼学院（完成）

4）以自己的能力买手提电脑和手提电话（完成）

还有还需要一些时间完成的。

1）学韩语（进行中-lvl 1 要完成了,要上lvl 2 了）

假期就快过去了，接下来的就是新挑战的来临。学院的生活到底是怎样的呢？我又好奇又期待哦！我选的科系对我来说是满大的挑战。（international business) 以我这种不善与人交际的人来说，真是会担惊受怕吧！可是，我明知山有虎，偏向虎山行。在学院里学习，其中一个目标就是面对我的弱点-勇敢在陌生人面前说话。我从小到大在说话这方面都不太行，尤其在辈分比我大的人面前，我更显得弱。我希望在这2年4个月内会有些改善吧！

还有今天还满开心的，因为我收到我中学寄来的信。他邀请我去majlis anugerah cemerlang拿hadiah galakan peningkatan kemajuan。我虽然还不知是否会出席，但我考SPM时的努力得到了认同，我已经很高兴了。我还真幸运！^^

第一次驾车

2010-03-02T13:08:00.002+08:00

第一次驾车的感觉还不错，至少那个uncle不会在第一天凶我。听我很多朋友说，他们第一次驾车都会被uncle骂和 ‘ 死火 ’ 很多次。不过，我今天不但没被uncle骂，还只‘ 死火 ’一次，还真幸运。哈哈！

经过今天，我知道我的问题在车开始走的时候，油门踩太多，走得不太顺。不过，转圈还ok。下一次学车是在星期一。那天我就不会像今天这样紧张了。我要加油！哈哈！

1st korean language class...

2010-02-25T21:46:00.002+08:00

haha...

finally i start to learn korean language...

i learn at korea plaza in menara hap seng...

because haven't go to that place before...

so a day before the first class...

i search the googles to find the way to go there...

luckily i find a blog that show a clear way to go there...

that day i use about 45 minutes reach thr...

from my house to lrt...

then change to monorail at hang tuah...

and reach bukit nanas...

next i walk to my destination...

the class had about 25 and above students on that day...

my teacher is a korean...

she knew a bit english...

just a bit...

sometimes she used some korean words...

luckily i still understand what she mean...

she's also is a cute teacher...

the first is teach about the basic consonants and vowels in korean language...

just like learning english when i'm in kindergarten...

i very enjoy my class...

and after that class i'm more interested in this language...

i'm looking forward to the next lesson...

viva forever

2010-02-16T16:29:00.004+08:00

i finally find back the song i most like in my childhood days...

viva forever by spice girls...

below are the lyric...

Do you still remember how we used to be
Feeling together believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour My spirit I gave you
We'd only just begun
Hasta Manana Always be mine
Viva Forever I'll be waiting
Everlasting Like the sun
Live Forever for the moment
Ever searching for the world
Yes I still remember every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I've heard
Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind
Hasta Manana, always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, Like the sun
Live Forever, For the moment
Ever searching, for the world
But we're all alone, was it just a dream
Feelings untold, They will never be sold
And the secrets safe with me
Hasta Manana, always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, Like the sun
Live Forever, for the moment
Ever searching, for the world

the worst day in my life...

2010-02-03T20:36:00.003+08:00

today...

03022010...

is the worst day in my life...

many bad things happened...

before dawn...

i'm getting ready to sleep...

but the air conditioner in my room spoil...

really feel like sleeping in a sauna room...

i can't sleep in my room...

is too hot...

so i change place to sleep...

but my brother already sleep at tat place...

which is the sofa in my living room...

haih...

really bad luck...

at my bed for almost 3 hours...

cannot sleep...

decide to sleep on the floor at living room...

my body is in pain when sleep on the floor...

cannot sleep well...

so today i total sleep only 3 hours...

really tired...

but what can i do...

i have to wake up early to prepare go to take my undang test...

before that...

today morning...

pos laju there suppose to send me my cny clothes which i buy from internet...

but when it reach my house...

no one at home except me...

but that time i'm really tired and did not hear it...

so i need to go get the clothes myself...

really bad luck...

after that...

is the uncle who fetch me go take test...

yesterday he said 12.30pm come to my house fetch me...

but today he 11.35am already reach my house...

i have not ready...

just start eating my lunch...

so i put my lunch aside and go take test...

the moment that make me upset the most has coming...

the undang test...

i take the test when my condition is really not good at all...

sleepy,tired,hungry and that place very cold...

and the result is...

i FAIL the test...

my result is 41/50...

42 is the passing mark...

i just right 1 more question then i will pass...

just 1 mark...

why i always don't have luck when taking exam...

i'm really frustrating...

somemore the uncle who repair my room air conditioner...

not enough time to repair...

because he washes my parents' room air conditioner first...

and that time heavy rain...

haiz...

he also say the air conditioner really spoil...

maybe need to replace a new one...

means i have to sleep on the floor in living room tonight...

arH!!!!

i really want to scream...

why today so bad luck to me...

nothing good i get...

today really frustrating!!!!

留学

2010-01-06T14:28:00.002+08:00

我有一个梦想，那就是去外国留学。我最想去的地方是韩国和法国。昨天，我哥在报上看到一个关于申请奖学金到韩国留学报导，名额只有8人。我看后才发现我无论心理和他给的条件都还没符合。首先，我没有护照，我也不会说韩语，我也觉得我的英语也不是说得很流利。心理方面我也还没准备好去外国留学，我还是有不安与不舍。不安的是我能在外国调试自己吗？不舍的是我能暂时放下我现在的一切去外国吗？

种种的问题我让我有一年的准备时间解决这些问题，准备好后才去申请。我也希望在这一年里，可以准备好我的心理。我知道留学需要一笔庞大的金钱。我不懂我可不可以申请到奖学金，但我会努力。我也希望幸运之神会眷顾我，让我有机会申请到奖学金，如愿到外国留学。

我希望我的梦想可以成真。 Gambate!!! ^^

2010...

2010-01-03T16:28:00.002+08:00

2010
A year full of hopes and challenges...
a lot of questions start my very different year...
what will i get from this year??
in my previous year...
my target is about spm and koperasi...
last year target i achieved...
finish spm with no regrets...
be a koop leader who finish the task that school had give me...
now a very new year...
will i get what i want???

first year without school uniform...

first year no need to wake up so early everyday to prepare for school...

first year without unreasonable school rules...

first year start to work...

first year my mother can stays at my grandma's house for 10 days...

before because of my school reopen...

my mother cannot stayed there more than a week...

2010 will be a year full of surprise and new things...

this year will train me become a new person...

2010 will be a year i look forward to...

SPM 后...

2009-12-18T22:38:00.003+08:00

完成了维持5年的中学学业，我有一种解脱但又充满了不真实感。令我感到解脱的是我终于可以卸下SPM 的包袱，好好地大完一场，但同时间就因为没了这包袱，突然觉得失去了重心，没了目标。我猜有很多人也有这种感觉吧！

我究竟要的是什么呢？我到现在还不清楚，我只知道要好好享受这难得的长假。长达近5个月的假期该如何利用呢?首先我要去打工，工我已经找到了。接着是学车，地方还在等我爸帮我找，还有我还要学一学韩语。然后就是我最想要的旅行了。我很想分别跟我的家人和朋友去一次旅行。我不知道会不会实现，但我希望可以。我最想去岛玩了！

现在我还没做到我要做的东西，还在玩电脑和看戏当中。仍然在想要进什么科系。我希望可以选到我想要并往这方面找工作。我也很希望可以出国留学，当然希望是我最爱的韩国咯！我知道出国留学会很辛苦，但我仍希望可以实现。

Examination

2009-08-21T00:14:00.002+08:00

finish le bc exam...

feel like finish all d exam...

but i know my suffer time is coming...

after school holiday will be my exam for other subjects...

really feel a bit nervous...

don't know what's my result is...

i only know my bc exam this time will not get high marks...

i think...

the highest gred for this subject is A2...

to get a better result...

i decide something...

i go to my grandma house for a week...

there is a place without computer...

without air conditioner...

n with a tv but only have rtm1,tv2 and tv3...

i know i will very bored at there...

but i think there is a better place for me to study compare to my house...

i can more concentrate...

i really hope i can get flying colours in my exam...

and without a failure in my report book...

i want my sejarah to pass...

better i can get at least a 'C' in this subject...

i will 'gambate' in this holiday...

in order to get my good result...

friends...

let's work this out together!!!

我迷上了super junior 的歌

2009-08-03T21:56:00.005+08:00

最近迷上了韩国歌，

尤其是super junior 的歌。

我最爱的歌是kry 的 let's not

此外，kyuhyun 的七年间的爱也很好听

我觉得我对韩国歌的喜爱已经到了疯狂的地步

一天不听就会很不自在

每天回到家第一时间就开电脑，开winamp听super junior 的歌

真是太夸张了！

以前的我开电脑是只为了上网，现在是为了听歌

有时我在想如果我有钱买新的手提电话

把他们的歌bluetooth 进电话

那我就可以不必开电脑都可以听他们的歌了

那该有多好！

以下是 let's not 的歌词：

KYUHYUN
Ee soongani majimagirago geutorok saranghan geudaegaeh
Neon dolliryeo haedo woolmyeo maedallyeodo geunyang shirhdamyeo heyeojimeul marhan naya

RYEOWOOK
Nan hangsang kanghan cheokman hajiman pyeongsaeng neo hana jikil jashin eobseo ddeonan bigeophan namjaya

YESUNG
Dashin na gateun saram saranghaji malgo
Dashin geuriweohal saram mandeulji malgo

KYUHYUN
Neoman barabogo neo anim an dwaeseo
Harudo mot beotil mankeum saranghaejooneun saram manna jebal

KYUHYUN
Neon apa nal jabeuryeo hajiman, pyeongsaeng nae gyeoten haengbokhaejil jashin eobneun bigeophan yeojaya

YESUNG
Dashin na gateun saram saranghaji malgo
Dashin geuriweohal saram mandeulji malgo

RYEOWOOK
Neoman barabogo neo anim an dwaeseo
Harudo mot beotil mankeum saranghaejooneun saram manna

YESUNG
Eonjenga woori heyeojimeul hoohwehandaedo ibyeol bakkeneun nan haejoolge eobseo

KYUHYUN
Jinan shiganeul semyeo apa woolji malgo

RYEOWOOK
Jinan babo gateun sarang geuriweo malgo

YESUNG
Neoman barabogo neo anim an dwaeseo harudo mot beotil mankeum saranghae jooneun saram manna jebal haengbokhagireul

RYEOWOOK
Doo beon dashineun majoochiji malja

2009-08-01T19:03:00.003+08:00

幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題，並貼到自己的網誌or報台寫完後，自己多加一個問題然後傳給十個人，可以點被點過的人，被你點到的人你要去跟他說，我點到你了。寫完後去跟點到你的人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔，不然幸福就會跑掉喔~

1. 我的大名 : Chan Wai Hoong
2. 我的生日 : 6 March
3.誰傳給你的 : ting
4. 說出五個好朋友 : ling,ting,sin boon.pik yen 和 sook kei
5. 生日想要得到什麼禮物 : bag
6. 近期開心的是 : retired from koop
7. 近期壓力大的是 : exam
8. 未來想做什麼啊 : 出国
9. 有沒有喜歡的人 : no
10. 同學會要回去找老師嗎 : after f5 wil go
11. 跟誰出去最幸福 : 家人和朋友
12. 如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : 让他们吵，吵完了就会没事
13. 跟情人出去最想去哪 :海边
14. 聖誕節要做啥 : 和朋友庆祝
15. 最想跟誰過聖誕節 :朋友和家人
16. 有沒有起床气 : 有
17. 有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 2
18. 最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : tell me your wish - SNSD
19. 最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : 7 years of love - kyuhyun from SJ
20. 喜歡什麼顏色 : white n light blue
21. 上廁所會不會先沖水 : 不会，应该是后吧！
22. 愛不愛我 : 当然爱--朋友之间的爱
23. 喜歡男生還是女生 : 男生
24. 最想大聲說什麼 : 我不要考试
25. 半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : 会
26. 上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : 当然
27. 誰很欠打 : 现在的老师
28. 現在很迷什麼 : super junior
29. 睡相很差 : 蛮差的
30. 現在的時間 : 7.14PM
31. 是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : 不会
32. 今天天氣 : ok
33. 你懷孕了嗎 : 没
34. 你若中樂透最想做什么 : 到处去学
35. 大學生一定要玩的活動 : night walk
36. 你想你的“白马王子”会是怎样的人 : 爱我的人

被我点到的人：
1. SIN BOON
2. XIN TING
3. ALINA
4. BECKY
5. SOOK KEI
6. XIN LING
7. SOOK VOON
8. LE SHEN
9. SOU WEI
10.PUI SHEE

1. ４號認識６號嗎 : YES
2. １０號是男還是女 : 女
3. ８號的興趣是 : 拉拉队
4. １號有沒有兄弟姐妹 : 有啊
5. ７號姓氏 : 郑
6. １０號人緣好嗎 : 不错
7. ４號有人追嗎 : 不懂
8. 承上２號呢 : 应该没有
9. ６號喜歡的顏色是 : blue
10. ３號和１０號是朋友嗎 : yes
11. ８號的生日是 : 不清楚
12. ５號讀哪呢 :smkpp
13. 你怎麼認識１０號的 : 同班
14. 你跟１號的生日差幾個月 : 6个月
15. 你和９號有出去玩過嗎 : 没有
16. 你喜歡和２號聊天嗎 : 还不错
17. 你喜歡和３號在一起嗎 : ok
18. 你覺得７號人怎樣 : intelligent
19. 你覺得９號人怎麼樣 : kind
20. 你愛５號嗎 : 朋友之间的爱

是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : ting
你們認識多久呢 : almost 5 years ba
你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : 重要
你與他(她)的關係是 : friend
請問他(她)的興趣是 : online,chat,play
你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : 会记仇
他(她)在你心目中是幾分 (10分) : 8

睡覺前第一件事 : 关眼睛
起床前第一件事 : 开眼睛
你喜歡的季節 : autumn
你打工過嗎 : 没
打工次數：零
你想去的國家 : 台湾，JAPAN
你常笑嗎 : no
去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : 都可以
是假日時你都睡到幾點 : 早上11点
今天的天氣是（晴雨陰）: 晴
朋友和情人你會選擇 : 朋友
機會和命運你會選擇 : 机会
這問卷多不多 : 多
要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : 开心
-喜欢吃什么 : chocolate
-喜歡吃冰嗎 : 喜歡
-現在幸福嗎 : YES
-最在乎哪幾個朋友 : 我都在乎
-房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 :床
-最常夢到什麼 : 家
-男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : 不会
-你认为人生的意义是什么 : 珍惜身边的每一个人
-你知道吗？（看你们怎么回答！） : 不知道
-什么时候最讨厌我 : 你生我气，我却不知发生什么事
-向往出世抑或入世 : 什么来的？
-你喜欢吃什么蛋糕？ : fruit cake...
-请问这个游戏可以停止了吗 : i wish too
-喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^？: ok
-谁是你的知己？ : 我的gang
-IQ/EQ哪一个比较高？ : both oso ok
-電腦还是手機？ : 两个都选
-比较喜欢睡觉还是玩？ : 玩
-Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : facebook
-现在最希望什么? : score full A's in spm
-是否喜欢学业? : no
会向喜欢的人表白吗? :会

一双手

2009-06-21T23:14:00.002+08:00

this is a chinese essay i write in school...

haven't check...

the real essay got change some words...

手，人类通常用它来打拼自己事业，创造属于自己的绚丽人生。但是我所要说的这

双手却为了我的未来努力，不为自己。拥有这双手的人很疼爱我。虽然他没说，但

我却感受到他对我的疼爱。他用这双手帮我的未来铺路，让我有舒服的家，安静的读

书环境，使我能安心地读书。

这双握我的手，握着我过马路，也握着我走向远方的道路。在我脑海里，永永远远

都会记住他那双温暖的大手握着我的小手的情景，感觉暖暖地，很幸福。他握着我

就像握着名贵的珍珠一样温柔。他也时常用他的手买我最爱的食物给我吃，无论是多

远，他都会去购买。最重要的是可以看到我吃完后那灿烂的笑容，他就觉得无论多辛

苦都值得了。

这双会驾车的双手，常载我们一家人去旅行，去尝美食，去玩。这双手不止会驾车，

也会修理汽车呢! 记得有一次去云顶高原的途中车子抛锚了，他就用他灵活的双手

修理车。虽然修理后，车子可以行驶了，但他为了我们的安全，决定不陪我们游玩，

好好的把汽车检查和修理好。然后，在我们要回家时可以尽兴而归，安安全全回家。

这双为了家人的生活，努力地打拼事业，不管多累都不会停止。以前科技还不是那

么先进，电脑又贵，不是富裕人家都买不起。拥有这双手的主人的工作是画图，就

是所有工程进行前的大纲。我小时候常看到他的这双手在画图，不完成就不停止。因

此我常在傍晚看到他用他疲累的双手辛苦地画。回想起那时的情景，我都会很感动，

并决定以后他老了一定要好好对他，好好孝顺他。

这双粗糙的手，经过了岁月的飞逝，从原本滑嫩的手变成了粗糙的手。这双手证明

了他为了我们家努力的痕迹。这双手曾经做过不同种类的工作，例如: 卖面、修车等，

为的就是这个家，让这个家能幸福快乐，不必为生活忧愁、烦恼。他这双手创造了

一个属于我们的安乐窝。

拥有这双握我的手、会驾车载我们的手、为家打拼的手和已经粗糙的手就是我的爸

爸。爸爸的双手让我有一个安乐窝、快乐的童年以及有前途无量的未来。我很感激

他，并且我会孝顺这双手的主人直到永远。

Langkawi camp

2009-06-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

i went for a camp at langkawi for 4 days 3 night...
from 1 Jun til 4 Jun...
tis camp really a terrible camp for me...
we went there by bus in the midnight...
we have 2 bus to go there...
when on the way to the jeti...
2nd bus spoil...
therefore...
we need to go there by only 1 bus...
IS SO SCARY!!!
because there were almost 80 people in the bus included teachers and bus driver...
somemore got alomost 80 luggage...
the bus already overweight...
but we still need to fast and reach the jeti before 7am...
we really don't have much time...
so...
the speed was very very fast...
in the bus...
many science stream students talked about physics...
they all said finally know what is inertia...
luckily we reached the jeti on time...

the camp is at pusat panorama langkawi...
when we have a taklimat about this 4 days activities...
when i knew the time table...
i really feel want die...
cause...
1st day whole day is ceramah...
and everyday have a talk about moral values...
and this camp is about kemerdekaan...
that time i feel want to kill teacher...
why don't tell us early...
the subject i most hate is history...
now this whole camp is about Malaysia history...
i want to SCREAM ARH!!!!
and the food there...
i really don't know how to say...
6 meals in a day...
scary...

2nd day also ceramah and LDK which means latihan dalam kumpulan...
me and ting in the same group...
this LDK i really feel i hate most...
cause the facilitator....
he keep calling me as hoong hoong...
i hate people call me hoong hoong...
and he keep going say i'm 'comel' and 'lawa'...
i only know i feel want 'muntah'...
VOMIT!!!
i don't like people call me like this...
it's make me feel he is a satyr...
and i know i have a bit racist...
i totally don't like malay guy...
that faci is a malay...

3rd day...
finally have something i like...
kembara...
hooray...
we can play games...
we play crawling under ropes...
spider webs...
and many more...
after the kembara...
we can play in the swimming pool...
we are so happy...
but in the night...
the facilitator there spoil everthing...
they punished students without inform our teachers...
4 students had been punish to go in the swimming pool in the night...
just because they didn't come out to play at the swimming pool...
that's horrible...
they have their reason to not play at there...
they are girls...
must have somedays not suitable to play in the water...
what's wrong with them...
and the faci also say they wore jeans go camp...
hey!!!
this not your business ok?!
if need punishment on this...
is not your responsibility...
the one who actually in charge is our school teachers...
somemore they threaten us...
the faci said if we inform our school teachers...
we will be punish together with the 4 girls...
we don't care...
the most important is the 4 girls not sick after the punishment...
we can't let this continue...
this is maltreat...
after that...
they said have nightwalk in the jungle...
that time i really no mood to continue this activity...
somemore 2am we need to wake up...
but we only can sleep at 12am...
only 2 hours to sleep!!!
we still need to pack our things to go back...
that's mean we actually no time to sleep at all...

4th day...
nightwalk in jungle...
there don't have light at all...
when i go in the jungle...
i cannot see everything...
except the stars in the sky...
the stars are very beautiful...
we are drop by the faci...
being alone in the jungle...
but actually between me and another student only ahve a short distance...
we still can chat in the jungle...
although can't see the face...

this camp really not as fun as the kem kepimpinan i went before...
this camp suck...

Holidays!!!

2009-05-29T23:39:00.002+08:00

muahaha...
finally start holiday...
after 3 weeks suffer for exam...
finally finish la...

tis time exam result will be moderate...
some subjects like addmath,maths and bm are quiet good for me...
but i know my 3 science subjects and history...
will be so bad...
possible to fail...
hope can pass la...

this sunday i will go for a camp in Langkawi...
so excited...
can go with my friends...
can play games all that...
but i hope will a safe journey...
cause we will take our bus in the night...
a bit dangerous...

suddenly want to say something bad about my teacher...
i don't want say the name...
but i think she really a bit crazy...
yesterday she ask me to give the consent form to all the members in form 3,4 and 5...
because she forgot to give the annoucement to them...
haiz...
after i gave the consent form to all the members...
i already very tired...
but i need to find her to ask something important...
when i saw her...
she didn't say anything...
and nip my hand...
is so pain...
i ask her what did i do wrong...
she said: " where you have go justnow?ponteng class?"
then i'm feel so angry...
cause you are the one who ask me to give the consent form...
and now cause you forgot and thought i play truant...
you nip me...
i really very angry that time...
but i don't show it out...
i just ask what i want to know and go...
that time i really felt that my E.Q is quiet good...
in the night...
she called my phone...
she said want me to help her buy a bouquet of flowers or chocolate...
is for my school principle...
i ask her why only buy in this time...
she said:" i forgot about that"...
wah!!!!
next day give present now only remember to buy...
she really a 'genius'...
what's teacher is this???
always forget important thing...
haih...
school teachers really....

that's why i like tuition teachers than school teachers...
so good cause no need to see her in this holiday...
so happy...
haha...

thousand miles

2009-05-15T23:11:00.003+08:00

don't know why...
i very love this song in this few weeks...
keep playing it everyday...

"A Thousand Miles" by Vanessa Carlton

here's the lyric...

Making my way downtown
Walking fast Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

Exam again...

2009-05-10T01:56:00.003+08:00

Such a long time didn't write my blog...
sorry about that...
i'm being so tired when i reached home...
so many stuff must be done at school...
after school got others activities...
tuition,club and many more...

now is exam week...
3 weeks exam...
i really don't know what happen...
pass???
or...
fail???
i hope i pass all subjects...
but i'm very scare...
very stress...
i scare i will fail my history...
history...
the most boring subject...
why have this subject???
why!!!
really very worry about my exam...

i will take my SPM soon...
still have almost half year can prepare...
i scare i can't get what my father want...
9A's...
i take 10 subjects...
9 subjects must be A...
this also what i want...
9A's = full scholarship for A-level in ktar...

when the date for SPM nearer...
my stress increases...
i hope i can get more than 9 A's...
then my family life will be better and easier...
no need to worry about my college fees...

I WANT CRAZY LAH!!!!

Camp cocurriculum

2009-03-20T19:16:00.005+08:00

7 & 8 March

this 2 days i went for a camp...
at hulu sungai merab,pj...
this is my very first time went for a camp for 2 days...
stayed outside without family...
my school have about 80 students and 4 teachers go there...
so we need 2 buses...
1 bus for morning session student...
another bus for afternoon session...
because have too much students from morning session...
10 from them need to change to another bus...
and i'm the 'lucky' one...
luckily i knew some of them from another 9 'lucky' students...

the 1st activity of our camp is jungle trekking...
i think it was very adventurous...
because the night before the camp was raining...
the jungle was wet and slippery...
and we had been told that the leeches was very active after the rain...
that sounds a bit scary...
luckily one of my friend gui zen got bring salt water...
she sprayed it on my shoes and socks to prevent the leech bite...
jungle trekking i think is one of the best activity i had in this camp...
i learned to be cooperate with others...
when face a problem...

after the jungle trekking...
we had a talk...
i don't want say about that...
cause is quite boring...
now the interesting part...
" BAKAR AYAM "...
this activity is very tough but funny...
we just can use some available things around us to put on the fire...
when we just start to clean the chicken and sausage and put on the fire...
some group even success on the fire part...
suddenly start to rain...
that moment is really frustrating...
so decided to finish it after the rain...
my group success to cook a chicken with others help...
without their help...
i think i have to eat a 'bloody' chicken...
this activity is a good experience for me...
i knew that how my mother tired about everyday...
cooking is such a tiring work...
i only know how to eat but don't know how hard to cook...
i have to thank to my mother...

then we have a performance which is the part i hate most...
ACTING!!!
i hate it...
so i don't want to talk about it...

the 2nd day...
wake up at 6.30am...
hate it...
cause is weekends...
usually at this day i will sleep till 11am...
but never mind...
cause had some excited activities waiting for me...
first and foremost...
playing some games to do stretching...
one of the games is belalang and i forget what's the name...
that's interesting...
after that we had our breakfast...
and start our competition...
we in different group...
and was given 8 tasks...
what we have to do is finish all the tasks before bell rang...
the group that can finish all tasks will get a prize...
my group lose but we still can finish 6 tasks...
already very good for me...
because the challenge is quite difficult...
the group that won this competition is pui kuan's group...

after the competition...
is the closing ceremony...
that's mean there's the end of our camp...
although this camp is very tiring...
but learn many things from it...
learn how to conduct a meeting...
learn how to cook chicken...
learn to be cooperate with others...
and many many more...
if there i another camp from my school i will go...
to get other new experience from it...

Happy March!!!

2009-03-20T00:08:00.004+08:00

this month really wonderful to me...
many interesting and happy things happen...
although got a week exam...
don't know whether have good or bad result...
but i don't care...
i don't want this stuff spoil my good mood...
1st happy thing start from 6 March...
my important day...
BIRTHDAY!!!

6 March
this day really feel very surprising...
all this start after bm tuition at ptm...
my best friends : sin boon, pik yen, xin ling and xin ting
decide 2 belanja me eat at KFC...
ting and I go there 1st...
ling and sin boon say wan buy 耳针, so will come later...
pik yen go tuition...

when all already reached KFC...
suddenly ling asked me to go washroom with her...
she went 1st...
after that is me...
when i came out...
i saw a cake on the table...
then they sang birthday song to me loudly...
i very surprise at that time...
i made a wish and blow the candles...
now i'm 17!!!

for the 1st time...
i have 2 cakes for my birthday...
i felt very excited...
one from my friends...
another cake is from my family...
2 fruit cakes...
my favourite...

i want to thank my family and friends...
for giving me a happy and memorable birthday...
and the cakes is very delicious...

To be continued...

Exam year...

2009-02-27T19:58:00.003+08:00

time goes really fast...
now already end of february...
still have less than 9 months will start my Spm...
next week will be my monthly test...
what can i do for this exam???
study,study, and study...
nothing else can do...
i really don't like this atmosphere...
studying...
especially at home...
i really want to relax at home...
why you all force me to study???
i feel so tired and stressful...
really...
i know you all hope i can get flying clours in Spm...
the best is get more than 9As...
so that i will have the scholarship for my college...
but do you all know...
i already spend plenty hours at school study, co-curriculum activities and tuition???
everytime went back home...
when i saw the computer...
i feel want to open it...
i want to play games,watch drama and tv shows on youtube...
i don't want touch the books either...
why in this world have exam???
why in this country need to study so many subjects???
why i'm the only one study at home now???
why my siblings all already go for work???
why no one accompany me study together???
why?why?why?????

HATE!!!
what can i do for all this???
how's the study become enjoyable like in primary school???
i really want to get this feelings back...
where you all go???
now i can't even concentrate when teacher teach in front of me...
what teacher said today...
i will forget in next minute...
sometime i even don't listen what teacher taught...
especially history...
i always blur in this few years...
i think my friends know me very well about this...

now...
i felt useless...
what am I doing since school reopen???
can get my 9As with this feelings???
obsolutely not!!!

WHAT CAN I DO TO NOT HATE STUDY???

who can tell me???
i really need some help...

2009年的牛年

2009-02-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

2009年对我来说是很重要、很累、很大压力的一年。没想到时间就像流星飞逝般，过得那么快。转眼之间我已经是FORM 5 了。即将面对人生中很重要的考试 - SPM，心情既紧张又难过。紧张是因为 SPM对我未来很重要，难过是因为这也代表了我即将离开学校，投入另一段求学生活。在学校无论是快乐或是难过的回忆，只能把它们藏进心里。

FORM 5 代表我已经是大姐姐了，我需要担起照顾学妹的责任了。身为一个CLUB 的主席，自然地需要处理会员之间的一些问题。但最令我感到心烦的是老师要我做一些事可能会伤了我和他们之间的友情，令我不知如何抉择。其实我这个位置就像汉堡内的肉，上下夹攻，不知如何是好。现在我还需要想想我的职位有谁可以胜任。到底是要跟著传统，还是遵从‘民心’呢? 现在只能看看他们的表现了。

牛年，我必须像牛一样勤劳地温习功课。说的容易，做就很难。现在的我就像泄了气的汽球，无力，完全提不起劲读书。课本对我来说根本就是灾难，尤其是历史课本，我根本就记不住那些东西。每次考试都是历史拉低我的平均分，但我却不懂如何改善我的弱点。出问题的是我的懒惰还是我对读书的态度呢?也许了解我的人可以帮我解答吧!

我是否可以顺利地度过2009年，这谁也不知道。但有一件事可以确定的是我必须在SPM 来临以前找到面对这次考试的方法，顺利考到9A或10A，要不然我的家人在我来临的2010年将要很辛苦地供我上COLLEGE了。我必须努力啊!跟我一样要参加SPM的人，我们一起加油吧!

人生最宝贵的东西

2009-01-24T21:42:00.000+08:00

时间一分一秒地过去，人所得到的以及失去的东西也相对地增加。人是否知道有什么是我们一辈子要把握的呢?

有人说是金钱，有人说是房子，但我觉得人有两样东西是非常重要的。那就是亲情以及友情。失去其中一样都会伤心欲绝，痛苦无比。以前我很不懂得珍惜这两样东西，现在才觉得我是多么地愚蠢。在2008年的2月我失去了一位亲人，那就是我的婆婆。在她逝世之前，我很爱跟她吵架。只要她生气，我就很高兴。我觉得她拥有所有老人的特点，那就是我最讨厌的唠叨。我觉得她非常长气，她要我做的任何事，我都会很敷衍地说一声:"是啦!"也许是像很多人常说的失去了才懂得去珍惜。我还记得那天早上，上学前，我看到我姐姐在喂她喝水。那是我见她最后一眼了。在当天下午，我的同班同学来找我，她说我妈要我现在回家，因为我婆婆去世了。我当时非常惊讶，立刻跑去我妈那儿，想知道整件事的来龙去脉。但是当我看到她的表情，我决定还是让他们自己说吧！回到家，气氛一片死寂，婆婆安详地躺在床上了。突然觉得没人跟我吵架，我觉得一切都静悄悄地。突然觉得有婆婆真好，但一切都太迟了，她已经不再在了。如果时间可以倒流，我真的希望这一切都不会发生，而是开开心心地过新年。

友情对我来说不止朋友这样简单。友情包括了知己、姐妹等。我很庆幸现在有一班感情很好的姐妹，好朋友。其实我之前有尝试过失去友情的滋味。这种滋味是很难受的。那时他们给了一封信给我，信内写了他们对我的不满，并且他们像和我做回普通朋友。他们觉得我很虚伪，骄傲。看到这封信的内容，我很难过，可是我也很高兴他们告诉我的问题在哪，让我有所改变。现在我都会常提醒自己不要骄傲，SHOW OFF。有了他们的告知，我现在可以跟我的新一班姐妹相处得很好。天有不恻之风云，我真的不知道万一我再一次失去对我很重要、很宝贵的友情，我会如何面对。是痛苦地过每一天，还是开心地过日子呢?

有些人觉得爱情很重要，没了爱情宁愿死了算。我却觉得如果有一个排行榜，我会这样排: 1) 亲情 2) 友情 3) 爱情。爱情永远都比不上亲情和友情来的可贵。在这里我希望大家不要因为没了爱情而跑去了结生命。那会连亲情和友情也失去。那是很愚蠢的。

现在我拥有对我很好的家人和朋友，我觉得很幸福。我希望我这辈子都能和他们好好地相处下去。我会打从心底珍惜这份难得的感情。希望大家可以找到人生中最重要的东西，并加以珍惜。

揭秘动物的视觉

2009-01-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

过去我们认为动物看到的世界和人类看到的一样生动、活泼，现在却发现，不同种类的动物所看到的世界不尽相同。每一种动物都有自己独特的处理视觉信息的方式。

螃蟹：螃蟹有一对独特的复眼，视角能转180度。有趣的是，螃蟹的眼珠下面连着一根眼柄，能自如伸缩。万一其中一只眼球受损，它还能长出一只新的眼球来。如果把它的眼柄切断，它又能在眼窝里长出一根很有用的触角，弥补缺眼的不足。这在动物界也是罕见的。

变色龙：变色龙有两只炮塔般的眼睛，可以独立转动，两只眼睛可以看不同的方向。它看到的东西可能多得令人难以想象。变色龙顶着那双完美的眼睛，悠闲地坐在那儿审视着世界，它所看到、所知觉的世界究竟是什么样，对我们依然是个谜。

青蛙：青蛙对运动中的物体能“明察秋毫”，对静止的物体却“视而不见”。但这不是蛙眼的缺陷，而正是其长处。蛙眼有四种感觉细胞，即四种检测器。青蛙看东西时，先显示出四种不同的图像，接着四种图像重叠在一起，最后得到鲜明的立体图像。青蛙在捕食前蹲着不动，一旦得到立体图像，就会一跃而起。蛙眼好像一个活雷达，根据这种原理制成的电子蛙眼，能够有效地跟踪敌机和导弹。

猫头鹰：猫头鹰的瞳孔无论是在白天还是夜间都是圆圆的，都是一样大。猫头鹰的眼睛还有一处与众不同，一般鸟类是不会“眨眼”的，唯有猫头鹰可以把上眼皮垂下来，做眨眼的动作。

鹰：鹰在鸟类中,观察物体的敏锐程度名列前茅，而且视野十分开阔。鹰在2000米的高空俯视地面，能够从众多移动的物体中发现田鼠、黄鼠等小动物，然后立即俯冲下来，准确无误地抓住猎物。

猫：相对于身体，猫有哺乳动物中最大的眼睛。猫眼非常灵敏，很容易察觉周围的异动。猫眼还有超级强大的夜视能力。猫的瞳孔在昏暗中可扩大至眼球表面的90%，一点微弱的光亮就足够它们觅取猎物。

来源：现代快报 , 神秘的地球

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